Hiya, I am 26 and what you have said is like you are inside my mind. I have a 2 year old girl but I still feel depserate like I cant cope, and have just had to move back to my parents due to many things. Does everyday feel like you are battling your mind? You have to keep going, you just need the right treatment and support by the sounds of it. I have had clinical depression diagnosis, but now know that I must be bipolar, got to get help because I am scared of what I do next. We need the right medications that what I hope? !! otherwise there is no hope

good luck stay strong