You are not a screw up because you cut. Stopping si is really hard, and it takes lot's of people many tries before they give it up for good. Good for you though for reaching out to people - usually I'm too scared to. And I'm really sorry that they weren't there for you. But that doesn't say anything about you as a person. Sometimes people are just busy or don't realize how badly someone needs help. The important thing is you tried.

Try asking yourself what led up to your cutting? What were you thinkign / feeling? What can you do next time you think/feel the same way instead. Sometimes having a plan helps with stopping the impulse.

Hang in there.

--splitimage