This is an interesting concept. I keep reminding myself I am still the same person I was before all of this happened. She's still here, but with a lot more baggage. I don't want to grieve her like she's gone. I want to mesh both worlds together harmoniously. Maybe that's delusional, but I still feel I can be both. I've grown in a lot of ways since my episode that were healthy and I don't want to give that up either.