Yes. My therapist tells me it is often a gift although he usually will give me at least some idea of what I missed (I don't think he tells me every detail when it has been bad). I believe him but I do find it frustrating.

Not to sound like a broken record but the clozapine could contribute; it's so sedating when adjusting to a new dose. The last time I increased my dose it was 4 day pulse and I don't/didn't remember any of those 4 days except that I slept a lot for about a week.