Dear T,
I wish I could tell you about what's really in my head right now but you're on vacation so I can't. I did reach out to backup T, and I really appreciate that she replied, but not sure the Brene Brown video she shared was that helpful. I guess it's nice and all, but not hitting me where I am right now. I miss you so much and wish I could talk to you, as I imagine a brief conversation could help resolve the thing between us right now. I guess I just need to get through the next...ugh, 39 hours is a lot. I hope that maybe you reply to my email sometime before our session, even if it's like 9 a.m. Monday.

LT