Thanks for the support...

Here I sit, crying like a baby. I wasn't able to get an appointment with my Pdoc - I'm scheduled to see her in 2 weeks - but I really feel the need to see her now - of course she has no openings this week.

I don't know what hurts more - the way I have been feeling or not getting to see her. Pretty silly...

There are just so many things going through my mind and I can't get them to slow down. I see my T in 2 days - but that seems like it is so far away...

I feel so little and scared and I just want someone to make everything all better - just make it all okay. Grow up...!