Personally, I don't see myself hading the doctor a note, I will however write down what I want to remember to say. I always forget. I will write down all the reasons, experiences, symptoms I have, ect. . .

Gah.
Does it have to be THIS Thursday?
I haven't really had any symptoms lately, def. not like last month, so I almost want to say "whats the point" but I remember back in December I almost felt like I wouldn't be able to wait a single day longer, and I know that feeling will come back, and if I don't do it now, when I still have a chance, its going to be a lot harder when I don't already have an appt, and I have to explain to my parents why I need to make a doctor's appointment. At least this way, I can talk to my doctor, and hopefully see if they can put off telling my parents until I at least have a diagnosis. Yet, they are a pediatrics office, and will probably need to send me to a psychologist, and
so I'll have to talk to my parents about it then. . .

I don't know.
Goossshhhhhh!