Lately I want to crawl out of my skin. I don’t feel comfortable with myself. Something is wrong and I don’t know what. When I’m around friends I feel awkward and out of it. I’m not being my usual happy go lucky and friendly self. I’m being more withdrawn. I don’t know what’s going on emotionally but I’m not happy about how I feel. I wish I was more connected to my emotions. I think I’ve shut myself down. I feel things and I know something’s wrong, but I cannot connect my thoughts to my emotions. I just feel... and I feel crummy. I’m not happy.
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