There's no need to have a "reason" to be depressed, @winchestler If someone got sick with a disease, would you ask them the "reason" why they're sick? Sometimes there isn't and it doesn't make it any less valid. Try to see it this way. You are just as important and valuable as any other human beings. Please be kind to yourself. I'd suggest to be honest with your parents at least. Even though they may not fully understand your pain if they haven't been depressed themselves, you are their child and it is their duty to take care of you. I'm glad you're taking some meds but I do believe therapy is fundamental. Are you still seeing one or did therapy get interrupted? It can take time before finding the right match. Perhaps you can ask your Pdoc or your Doctors if they can refer you to a GOOD Therapist.Please don't give up your search and try to speak up to your parents. They're there to help you. Hopefully they'll understand and try their best to help you Feel free to PM me anytime about ANYTHING. I'm here for you. I'm sure everyone else on PC will also gladly listen to you. Please keep venting and writing. We understand your pain. Please don't you EVER give up hope. I hope things will get better soon for you. Hang in there, ok? Sending many safe, warm hugs to you and MANY positive vibes to you and your family, winchestler!