I can't say I did, annoyedgrun84, but I DO believe it's possible to find that balance! Don't give up! I'm sure you'll be able to find the time to do everything. Try to make a schedule perhaps. Dedicate some days to yourself and others togetting out with friends and meeting new people. Wish you the best of luck! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, annoyedgrunt84, and to ALL the people you Love and who TRULY Love you!