Deilla, if you have the time and inclination, I'd be very interested to know a little bit about this game you have been playing. Is it something you do online, in a community?

I've been hearing a lot about people being very involved in gaming in recent years, but never been involved myself. Not sure I ever would be, but I'd still like to know something about it.

And re your painful situation, at least you're willing to grow and learn from your experiences. An awful lot of people aren't.

Wishing you well... (((HUGS)))