Hello,
Thank you for everybody's replies. I went to the psychdoc today. He said that it would take me years before I could ever receive SSI and that it is not worth it. He knows people who have tried 8 or 9 years and still have not received anything. Now, it is even harder to receive disability. Also, it is not a permanent situation. Disability is reviewed every so often. Thus, I am going to look for work again and make the best of my situation.