Sometimes I feel like I am being punished for having a mental illness,I know I yell at lot but that is part of my mood disorder.I just feel like I am a bad person, I do take meds but I honestly do feel like anything I take will help with yelling,then I cry.My mom god bless her soul always told me not to cry in front of my children ,I couldnt help it then and I still cannot help it.What are you suppose to do if you suddenly break down and cry.I feel so useless, Sometimes I even wonder why I was even born/Does anyone else feel this way?