I see her tomorrow and I hope she doesn’t **** all over me like she did last week about my weight. I want to lose 25 pounds and there is no eating disorder or disordered thinking going on and I wish she would understand that. I am physically uncomfortable at the weight I am now and I am also mentally unhappy but that does not mean I have an “eating disorder” I have been given so much crap by so many other people about wanting to get down to a smaller size ever since I was considered medically obese and I just thought she’d be more understanding then the others. I just don’t want her to transfer me to some other therapist or send me to some program that I can’t afford when there’s no ****ing problem in the first place. Any suggestions on what I can do?