Have decided to stop taking all my med's and decided to go back old school and use alcohol to self medicate. Medication has just made me bland without any highs but only dulls lows. True, I do have a good place to meet people to get my medication. But, the last time I talked to a doctor about being bipolar: I was in a mental hospital.

So, after making a stupid mistake today, I have decided to stop my med's and go back to drinking again. I have already went to the store, and gotten big bottles of vodka. I plan to drink one bottle each and every night before I go to bed. I will get drunk, and sleep it off.

I hope you accept my lifestyle change.