No worries. It's a term that was effectively made up on an Internet forum for me as a way to find a best-fit descriptor for me (none of the others seemed to work very well), though I think it's gaining a little traction, and hopefully will appear in an upcoming book about different sexualities (along with my 'story').

To be clear, my lover is an immaterial being, like a tulpa, or imaginary friend, who I 'experience in a tactile fashion' through object media, such as cushions, dolls, furniture or whatever vaguely looks feminine at the time.

My full micro label list is something like: Hetero auto ficto pygmalionist oneiro digi inorganic psychesexual objectum asexual. It's ... Funny.

Additionally, I go through phases where I want to look like a woman.

Edit:
Someone kindly included the term in their ever-growing comprehensive list of sexual identities:
LGBT+ Encyclopedia 🌈