I am puzzled of what makes people tick in everyday life. When I go out literally dragging myself to do what I have to do, like buying groceries, I see people energetic, awake with a strong desire to live, driving, working, talking loudly, laughing, enjoying life... etc. It seems to me, there is a seed of life in everyone that I am missing. Even the less fortunate people have energy to do things I have no energy to do. Even eating is so much effort for me, and often I eat only when I have a headache, i.e., I force myself to eat. What makes you tick? Where do you get your energy and mental strength from? From your friends, family, partner, children ... ? Do you force yourself to live, talk, ... etc, or it comes naturally and effortlessly to you? I am not talking about the lack of struggle in others lives, but their desire and energy to live.