Hi Ezrigirl,

I am glad you have found PC and are posting with us here.

I need to share with you the fact that I find this type of post very unhealthy and quite triggering. While I cannot speak for anyone but myself, it may help you to realize that many here are trying to stay sober and/or have a traumatic background involving alcohol.

I am truly very sorry for your pain and suffering.

I hope you are interested in learning some healthier coping skills. If you are interested in a list of healthier coping skills, just ask. I am sure we'd all be happy to share our own varied methods of coping.

I hope you will stay here with us!

Thanks so much for your understanding!