Sounds like it may be time to consult with your pdoc, perhaps meds need adjustment, it happens, and if there has been any triggers either good or bad, that can unbalance things in a way.
I know the feeling, over time and experience, it is best to take this up with your pdoc and/or therapist.
Naturally you are still always welcomed to come and hang out, and talk to us

Please take care now,
DE