I guess the question is.... How do you expect to feel about someone that means something to you eventually leaving /dying?

Of course an underlying fear resides in everyone about losing loved ones /people we know /care about. Many just push it away or act it out.

But feeling it is tough. You're feeling it. Talking it over and over will help resilience build. Help us Know that we have enough of that person so as not to feel completely lost when they've gone.