I understand the feeling. I feel like I'm fighting the world right now because of all the things I have to deal with from my health insurance and fighting my providers to give me adequate care, to my apartment complex and their incompetence, and the housekeeping service...then stress on the work front, which isn't really that bad and it's just stuff I need to deal with, but when it's combined with myself being so sick...sigh... I guess I don't envy you that your work situation is so bad. I am just trying to focus right now on the positives and the things I can be grateful for. And I know everything will work out. Just keeping faith in myself that I can manage this. I hope that helps.