I feel ok.When I woke today I was in pain!My body felt heavy and ached and I didn't have any energy to garden which I wanted to do.I am hoping I can garden on Friday!

Then I have also been upset cos mum was taken to hospital.She stopped breathing.She survived though which is a blessing but I was so worried.
I also felt upset with myself cos I had to give up yoga.The poses were so hard and I found the sessions strenuous I couldn't keep up with going once a week I didn't have the energy.I had to cancel the subscription cos if I couldn't go once a week it was money for nothing plus taxi fares were stretching me also!

So I feel like a failure.To put it out there to the universe I wish I'd win the lottery so my life would get easier!It feels such a struggle right now!I am feeling lonely still!