At the beginning of this week, I almost called my t to see if she had any openings. Things are pretty rough. But I thought, nah, I’ll be fine. And I am. Except I was ticking along being fine this morning when a friend texted me to say “Checking in, thinking of you.” I had to get up and close my office door because I started crying, just out of the blue.

So, not fine. Divorce is stupid and I am mad about it.