Today makes 7 days without sex!! I have still been sexting pretty much non-stop, and making dates, but not showing for them. One day I was in my car and actually turned around and went home. I go to the clinic this afternoon to get checked out for STDs. I have deleted certain people which was super smart, but has given me extreme anxiety. I feel relatively stable. Trying to gear up for the weekend, I will need to be strong. I already have several dates made ☹️