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I get where you are coming from. It is extremely easy to succumb to depression when you get to the 'what is the point'? It is a result of a feeling of a lack of control over your life. What you need is a feeling that you have control and can have and achieve what it is that you desire. So your problems are "poor, fat and crazy", now think of solutions to those problems. I am not saving that there is an easy solution but you need to open your mind up to possibilities of change. For example, have you tried exercising to lose weight, medication/ therapy to improve your mental health and after it does, looking for a job to increase your wealth? These are all not easy steps but have you made an effort to change your situation?