sorry. I seem to be emotionally flat these days. I can not get out of this slump. I want to cry, I don't want to get up in the morning, I could almost care less whether I shower or not or look like a slob. I am merely going through the motions of life and trying to desensitize myself to this emptiness I am feeling. I am glad for the distraction of work, but I dread coming home and feeling the way I do.