hi Beth
it does sound like things have gotten to a pretty hard time for you right now.... what sort of feelings are you having?
for me, lack of emotion was a reaction to overstimuli.. i couldnt process everything that came at me so fast, fast enough... it sort of backed up and then one day, it was too much...
i went into a state of confusion and blankness... maybe thats not your experience and if not then i hope someone will answer who can help...
take care