(((((kiya))))) so sorry to hear that.

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i finally wrote her a typed letter (with Confidential all over the envelope) telling her that i have a lot of issues with this

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I have been thinking about this all evening and I might print out my 1st post and let my dr read it. That way I don't have to say anything (I have a major issue with talking out loud about anything personal- my t is great b/c she guides the sessions and talks and asks questions to get responses from me lol...). I really need to get this over and done with as I am starting to obssess about it- as the days tick by from 1 recall letter to the next I am becoming more and more anxious about it (I have been taking anti-anxiety meds every night just to get some sleep and peace from my thoughts), and know it won't settle til it's over....................

Thanks everyone for your help and support.

p.s. "Also, like you, when i went in for something else, the Dr would start asking me about it and why i hadn't been in for 2 years."- I just remembered that the 2nd dr I see also works at the local family planning centre and it is her usually who brings all this up!!!!!!!!!!!