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Originally Posted by Wander
Saw my pdoc. I’m packing now for IP starting in two hours. He seemed relaxed about it. I’m a **** ing mess. I don’t want to go there, but I am far from safe. So far I just don’t care. I really don’t think my pdoc gets this. My mind is panicked - chaotic - planning. I am too many things at once.
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Wander, from you post I image you are in IP treatment right now. I know it is hard as I was there just over two weeks ago. I was scared and not in a safe place after having a Flashback that led me to becoming extremely erratic and not safe towards myself and also my family. At the time I wasn't thinking it was the best for me, but surely coming out just this past Monday it certainly was the best thing I could have done for myself and my health and safety. In the end you will look back on this and a hurdle that you jumped over and will will then move forward. Right now work on getting better.
