Tomorrow will be 50 days, but I'm struggling today. I'm trying to make it until the end of the month. Failure looms large. I haven't cut (yet) but it's there, right below the surface. Trying to get distracted. Trying to figure out why I am feeling this way. My T thinks it's unexpressed anger. I really don't feel angry but she said it's shoved way far down under a layer of terror so it's hard to get to. Glad I have my friends here on PC to help me through this. HUGS Kit