I am so sorry you had to suffer through such abuse at such an early age. I cannot say I suffered the same exact type of abuse because I did not, but I did suffer extensive abuse at a young age but not from family members and not at that early of an age. I do understand though how horrible the nightmares and flashbacks can be. I am still a kid of just 16 as my incident happen when I was 13 years old and last for 15 months of my life. I do hope that this forum can help you in some way as well you may be able to get some sort of therapy to talk this through with a professional.