Thank you Wishfulthinker. I was afraid today I would be shunned, but they acted like nothing happened, and so did I. I know my bosses are very knowledgeable and I love hearing them rattle off their know-how. I feel very proud of them when I witness these moments, and I want to learn it all. I think I have some qualities they don’t though, evidenced through the email chain yesterday. I do feel proud of myself now that the battle is done.