I'm exhausted tonight, but still need to stay up and do laundry and a discussion or two for my class. My sleep is messed up from last night. I didn't fall asleep until almost 3am, got woken up at 430. Couldn't fall back to sleep until after 7. Never called T even though I was really thinking about it. H was home all day so I wouldn't have had privacy to talk to T. We did take the kids to our local outside rec water park for the first time today. They had a blast. I'm overwhelmed and feel like I'm falling behind on everything, everything is expected of me at once.. I hate this feeling.