Basically no one knows what happens after death. That's the real **** up here that would solve everything for everyone. But then life wouldn't be worth it. Created by who ever, or by no one.

So I'll just stop thinking about it. But here's the thing.. NO ONE stops thinking about it. All the scientists, the media absorber speculating why things happen, the optimist, the pessimist, religious people.

I believe everyone goes through some time of thing like this in their lives. Maybe I just snapped mentally with the stress of what has happened to me.