music is great at expressing emotion, it really is

I think most of us have 1 (or 2) songs that really speak to us

depending on how I'm feeling, a lot of songs by skillet speak to me

then their's lonely by christina perry. recently discovered it, but speaks words to me

upside down by tori amos

art of suicide by emily autumn

cut by plum

their's loads

I'm sorry you are struggling. I hope it helps venting here to us