Well, if you can even call it that, it wasn't that deep, pretty superficial but enough to draw blood (also I don't know if skin picking counts as self harm) I stupidly did a couple lines on my arm before moving to my thigh but thankfully no ones cared or noticed the ones on my arm. Probably just looks like typical injuries I always get.

I was aiming to slit my throat but wimped out. I always carry a razor blade in my wallet as a just in case thing, who knows when you need one, y'know? But now I kinda just feel like **** that I didn't go deeper. Like I'm just being an attention ***** for not doing something worse, something that would actually leave scars. It feels like I can't even self harm correctly to make myself feel better...