Today had to be the worst Saturday in a long time for me. I felt very out of it. The big event that happened in my neighborhood got me feeling very depressed. Also there's a good chance that I'm going to splitting up with the only friend I have. I don't know what I'm going to do now.

I feel like I'm surrounded by people who are having fun and happy with the company that they have. I'm just feeling very miserable and alone.

I hope that tomorrow will be better. It's too bad that my favorite day of the week was so horrible today.