Sorry to hear that happened to your grandmother raging vortex they ought to have cared about her and seen to her basic hygiene!That is appalling to leave her for hours in her own mess!I feel for you and her.

Today I am still upset about what happened to mum yesterday!I am still in emotional pain and inconsolable.I didn't like being alone today so I came out ate at pub and hanging out at cafe.I am going to see a film take my mind of it!I spoke to mum today she sounds ok she was philosophical about it.She said accidents happen she feels ok and isn't in pain!So that's it!But it has left me shaky and I don't trust people I see them as selfish and uncaring now I don't like people much after yesterday and I am struggling to cope!My foundations have been dug up and uprooted.There is a woman works at the cafe she is all false personality and false smiles.She puts on an act for the customers and let's the other girls do the hard work.I don't like her she is false and upsets me!I feel like screaming and shouting you are all a parade of insincere clowns!Everything is upsetting me today I can't cope!Help me please I am losing my mind again!