So I called my psychiatrist office three times in the past three weeks to get them to fix a prescription mistake they made with my haldol. My pdoc only gave me 5mg once a day for 90 days instead of 5mg twice a day for 90days so I only had enough for 45 days. Well now I’m out! Or I will be on Monday. I stretched it by only taking 5mg last night, tonight, and tomorrow night but Monday I’ll be completely out. It helps my mood as well so today I’m a little down in the dumps. I’m so mad. How hard is it to relay a message to the psychiatrist? I don’t have her direct number because she’s only there two or three days a week so she doesn’t have a set office with an extension. It’s ridiculous that the staff is so incompetent that I can’t even get a simple prescription mistake fixed. So tomorrow I’m going to physically go there after work and raise hell. I’m not leaving without them falling in the script right then and there. I’m pretty sure my pdoc is in on Monday’s so she should be able to do it. ****ing people.

So on Wednesday I bought a pack of cigarettes because I screwed up my major project in the one class. But I didn’t buy another after that even though I really wanted to. So that’s progress. I ended up revising my assignment and I still got a pretty ****** grade but thankfully I had done so well in the class prior to that I still ended with a B. Not what I wanted but whatever.

I applied for a teaching job at a private school for kids with emotional problems, much like the school I worked at before but hopefully not as intense. I don’t know if they’ll even call for an interview since I don’t have my special ed certificate but the ad didn’t specify that I needed it which is why I applied. So fingers crossed. I would really like to get back into teaching and I would love to work with emotional disturbed (technical term) students.

A couple more disturbing dreams but not to the level that I have been having. So I hope they start to slow down.

Hope everyone has an ok Sunday and a good start to the week.