Thanks for the replies and hugs. My pdoc didn’t come in yesterday so he will see me later today (Monday) . I’m hardly sleeping so I hope he can help me with that. I am slowly learning to take Seroquel PRN as it temporarily calms me but I hate the side effects, especially the weight gain. Taking all meds creates a battle in my mind. For some reason I now don’t want to take any of my meds. I’m not sure why. It’s likr self sabotage.

I so confused.