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Originally Posted by Dnester
I do that. Every question that I ask on the forum I take to my Psychologist. For example: I asked her why for like one minute I was afraid that I was going to gain telekinesis from watching a movie about it. I asked why that wasn't schizophrenia and she said it's child alters and children have magical thinking sometimes. Another example: The other morning I had awoken and I was lying there in bed. All of a sudden I get the running dialogue about having a son named Gon-toon with AIDS. I only have a daughter. I watch very little tv so I know it was nothing about that. I am going to tell my Psychologist on Tues all about it. I can bet money that she is going to go on about how it is a fictive in my inner world. I am not even going to mention that to her. I am just going to see what she says. I can bet money she is going to say fictives in the inner world.
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when I googled "gon toon" I discovered there is a radio show called this and there is episodes in it where Gon toon has AIDS.
like you have posted before you work and live at a group home.
my own thoughts are because you are a dissociative you are highly suggestable... like how you can watch something and then believe its happening to you.
just an idea here. it could be that someone in the group home watches or listens to this show and your mind has this neat coping tool of adding thing into the mix. so maybe your alters and you have mixed into the mix the name gon toon and the episode of having AIDS.
all I can tell you is that only you know why you are associating to the name gon toon and AIDS and the answer is inside you.