I'm sorry you're going through this. When my dad passed away I had been on a break from t (that I initiated). I called her anyway the morning I found out (it was a weekday). I told her I don't even know what I'm needing from you. She said something like you need me to hold your sorrow for a moment. And she did, even that briefly gave me a chance to catch my breath. I say, it's a good thing to reach out to your t for something like this. Hugs.