I called T tonight and told her about the med mess up last night where I accidentally took double the amount of an already high dose of Geodon. My message was kind of intense since it was immediately after I noticed it and I was pretty freaked about it. I said to her “should I just be glad I woke up?” I did tell her I was feeling fine physically but that my trip had stressed me out and that my tiredness which we’ve been discussing a lot also played a roll in it. I asked her if she could move my appointment with my sleep specialist up since things were starting to become dangerous. I’m not sure how she’ll react to my message. I mean I don’t think she can send me to the hospital since I didn’t do it on purpose and it would have been almost 2 days ago. But my message was a bit intense since I was pretty upset.