THANKS!

My pdoc(s) and nurses would agree with you. I am all for taking loads of Seroquel as needed but unfortunately by the time I really need it my mindset has completely changed and you are going to have to hunt me down to get those pills in me. lol

An hour ago I saw the. registrar as mine seems to be MIA this admission. He seems very competent and empathetic. Apparently knows me from my psychotic admission in Feb, but I hardly recall all of that. He just said I was very, very ill at the time and much more lucid this time.

Anyways; I now have regular 50mg Seroquel 3pm and 8pm, plus still much more if I need it. This is of course on top of my usual meds listed below. (although I am taking diazepam and Lorazepam rather than Clonazepam now) The hope is that as I derail as the day passes this should put a stop to it getting dangerous. Plus I may actually start getting some sleep as I have been living off 2-3 hours a night the last five days.

He also gave me an antihystimine to help. Anyone used them for sleep? Worried about Bipolar reactions. Once I get a couple of stable days under my belt discharge is much more possible. For now I would just love some escorted leave to see my T on Wed. Overall I have hope, but it is a vulnerable thread so I must care for, and nurture it.

Enough about me. I am going tp read the others posts here. HUGS FOR ALL!!