Sending you and your family all the love, good vibes and peace I can muster. I am so sorry to hear this. You are such a wonderful contributor to PC. Please feel free to be totally selfish (if it helps) and just post when you need support. We are here for you.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead