I quit my job. I had taken on a consulting gig because an old customer needed my expertise. I was doing that job on top to staying home with my children and homeschooling. It was a lot to juggle. I never had any free time and had to give up a lot of play time with my children. I always felt behind on everything at my house. The money was amazing, but my family was suffering. I went manic and suddenly realized I no longer wanted to give any time with my kids and family up. My husband came home from work and I told him I was quitting. My kids were so happy. My episode then spiraled out of control and I realized after I had to quit anyway. The added stress might have been a trigger.
I miss working often. I love challenges and complex puzzles, but for now I need to keep things simple. My family is more important than my desire to stretch my brain.
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