The quick gist is that I forwarded a message from my boss that made me pissy and said a bad word which got flagged by IT and ended up...you guessed it...at my bosses desk.

I'm torn with my feelings. On one hand I feel guilty. I got caught. I feel bad that my boss learned that I was upset. On the other hand I cannot figure out why. I vent to my boss about other people all the time. It's what we do as people to help us cope. But now I'm in trouble because of it.

In fact, I've gotten way madder at my husband and said way worse things. So why is this one bugging me so much?

How do I let it go and move on? Because it's getting to me now I have started having a lot of negative feelings towards my boss. I like my boss! I don't want this to deteriorate. I just want to move one.

Ugh...I'm frustrated.

The other thing I'm stuck on is that now I feel like I can't vent. About anything. Or anybody. At least at work.