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Jul 15, 2019, 01:39 PM
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Member Since: Dec 2018
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 6,008
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Now I'm free, I've noticed I'm changing - I almost don't know who I am any more. I'm taking drugs, I'm dating multiple people, leading everyone on. Not coming home til 3am every night spending time with friends.
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I am assuming by taking drugs you mean illegal ones? Which ones?
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I want to go back to simple me staying home and enjoying myself. But it just seems that everything is getting in my way and I can'r cope. There's nothing anyone can do, I'm maxed out on medications, It's just a mess.
Does anyone else have this? Like they don't recognise themselves anymore?
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When I was an active alcoholic I didn't know who I was. It was full-on escapism at its worst. I kept horrible hours and made so many terrible decisions and engaged in risky behavior.
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