That's really weird to just me a coincidence but no one here listens to a radio that I can hear because I can't sleep in noise and make them turn it down low. Perhaps it's something I heard when I was little? His name in my thoughts was Gon-too or gone-too it was hard to tell. It was so bizzare. Sometimes upon waking I just lay for a little bit before I get up. Just this flood of thoughts came running into my mind saying I have a son his name is Gon-too and he has AIDS. The thoughts (I call them that because they arent voices but like my thinking thoughts) are getting worse. The other day I was thinking about making some cheese roll ups then a thought pops in that says steak and cheese. I also was thinking I wonder if I have a bed bug on my arm(we have those here) and a thought popped on my head no ma'am. Its also like the thoughts call name. They say things like can I sit beside you (referring to myself) Sometimes the thoughts dont sound different but they are louder and it startles me or what the thoughts think are so out there it startles me for a second. I literally jump.
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