It sounds like it might be a mixed state. We can't diagnose of course, it just sounds very similar to one I experienced a few years back. You CAN come out of it, even though it may not feel like it right now. Mine took a med adjustment. On top of the mixed state, shortly after it started, I landed in a highly distressing situation. I got away from it. That probably helped too.

As you mention, your appointment time is quite short. Maybe it would be a good idea to write down your concerns so as to be as efficient as possible in conveying your information.

Please let us know how it is going for you.